Sunday, August 29, 2010

Oh, maaaaaan....

Wow. The clarity I've found recently has been very mind bottling. "Did you  just say 'mind bottling?' Ya, 'mind bottling.' When things get so crazy it gets your thoughts all trapped like a bottle?" -Will Farrell.

The floodgates have opened and everything suddenly makes sense. I've never felt so sure about something in my life. I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be.

Life is good.

Reach out and grab it!

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Someone loves you like crazy...

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Wishful Thinking

I don't think I have the strength to be with you. My feelings are hurt without you doing anything intentional. Most of my daily choices are questioned with "Will this start an argument later?" That's no way to live. No one should have that much power or influence over me. Next week you are leaving town for a month and when you return I will be on vacation. Before we know it, Fall will pass and your plans to relocate out of state will take affect...what am I supposed to do? Do I just go with the flow until you move? Do we work on "us" and hope that the thought of being so happy together will result in us moving together? Or do I cut off ties now and hope to be friends later on down the road? The thought of you not being in my life makes me my heart sink, but my walls are up. So much damage has been done and the posibility of letting you back into my world just to break my heart is terrifying. My inner fighter is pulling for us but reality is taking over. I don't have the strength to be with you..all over again.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

"Before I knew" - Basia Bulat

I can't stop dreaming about you, John Beach! You're a cutie!

Saturday, July 17, 2010


Today was so AWESOME!! My friend and I went out to cross train at the most amazing amphitheater in the world...Red Rocks!! (Of course I haven't been to every amphitheater in the world...YET...but, I'm biast since I live so close)

My friend, Dawn, is training for the San Francisco Nike Women's Marathon in October and I'm training (well getting more serious at least) for the Maui Half Marathon I'm running in September. Red Rocks is such a popular fitness spot on the weekends, it's crazy! There's a FREE boot camp held every Saturday morning that looks intense!!
People were running the seats (behind us), doing push ups facing downward, using resistance bands on the side railings, doing yoga poses and core workouts at the top of the stairs like machines! How motivating!! We just ended up doing our "own" boot camp and copying some (super hot) guy doing push ups and dips next to us. Along with our wimpy arm workout, we did 5 laps of hiking up and down the stairs. Next week, I'm hoping to have three other lovely ladies join us that couldn't this morning (two of which *cough* tied one on last night and couldn't get out of bed and the other who needed to log a 15 mile run for her full Maui Marathon training schedule).
I'll report back next week about the boot camp...that is if I survive!!

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Sebastien Tellier - Look

I once announced, as I watched someone walk away from me, that I always stare at people's asses when I walk behind them.
A guy friend of mine responded with, "Well, ya, it's the only thing that moves on that side of the body."

This was posted on a friends Facebook page today...LOVE IT!!

Thursday, June 17, 2010

I feel like a battered housewife sometimes. He knocks me down with his words, passive aggressively turns the situation around on me, accuses me of some off the wall incident he's made up in his head to be true and then tells me he loves me the very next minute. What?? He might as well just punch me in the'll hurt just as bad.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Tuesday, October 6, 2009


You think you're so sneaky...dodging bullets left and right by hiding evidence? You're both sick. You have NO clue what I know. You have no clue what I am capable of...what I could exploit. The bullsh*t, cowardly acts you're pulling are hilarious!! How dare you two insult my intelligence! You're just embarrassing yourselves and you don't even know it! What makes you think you need to hide what you've done? To spare my feelings? Please! Grow up. You may be the most pathetic duo I've ever met...let alone the WORST friends I could have ever asked for. Thank GOD the two of you aren't part of my life anymore. What a lesson. Luckily for me, I'm able to bury the hatchet, move on and stay focused on what I want in life...which is exactly what the two of you are sitting back waiting for...and will ALWAYS be waiting for.

I'm working my ass off to achieve what's coming for me...which is going to be so AMAZING. You think what's happened to your careers so far is embarrassing? That you've reached a low? Stagnant? Unemployed? Well, just deserve everything that's coming back on you. This is nothing...

...and I'm so happy that I get to sit back and watch without making a single move...
karma is a mother f*cker...